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Name: Hopeless
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chicago
Birthday: 11/14/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: MUDVAYNE, SYSTEM OF A DOWN, Static X, Thrice, Cradle of Filth, The Killers, LED ZEPPELIN, Alice in Chains, Bush, Crossfade, Taproot, FULL BLOWN ROSE, Nickelback, SAOSIN, Evanescence, KoRn, SLIPKNOT, HIM, The Cure, The Used, DEMON HUNTER, Dead Poetic, A Perfect Circle, Cky, Rammstein, Killswitch Engage, DISTURBED, Tito and Tarantula, Scorpions, AC/DC, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, UnderOath, Metallica, My Chemical Romance, Judas Priest, Breaking Benjamin, Papa Roach, Marilyn Manson, DIR EN GREY, EVE, Murder Dolls, Kyo, AS I LAY DYING, Norma Jean, SPINESHANK, Seether, Atreyu, CHEVELLE, Drowning Pool, Shinedown, goat, MIYAVI, In Flames, Kittie, THE BEATLES, Avenged Sevenfold, Senses Fail, Edwin and The Pressure, CRISS ANGEL [yes, that magic guy sings too.], Godsmack, The Birthday Massacre, ELVIS PRESLEY, Dope, ARES, and Nine Inch Nails.
Expertise: 15 years old. Do the math. Love Mudvayne. <3 I write poetry and stories. Vampires are hot, but I'm no necrophiliac. Love painting and drawing. I stare at people I think are beautiful. I love walking outside. So take me for a walk, or make me a poptart. People on my saavy list: Nat, Sam, Denny, Matt, Kelsey, Patrick, Ash, David C., Angela, Gangsta David, Korean Homeboy Chris and Taryn. <3 If I missed you don't yell at me. Wolves are cool, because they're better than people, and have morals to what they kill. So there. "Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity."
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art


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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Got a new xanga.  IM me if you want it. <3

This site is dead now. Don't come here. Ever.


s k a t e r ;;
how many scabs do you have? one
how about scars? One on my forehead... a few on my hands
do you have good balance? Depends on what.
what do you think about pac sun? Good store. Too pricey.
do you think skaters can wear hollister? No, I don't know... I disapprove
what about abercrombie? Ewww
do you own a board with wheels? Yeah, it's called a go-cart. haha, kidding.
are skaters extremely beautiful (aka hott)? Sure
converse are sooo cute? I wouldnt use the word cute... but sure

p r e p ;;
is your favorite store abercrombie? No
do you own a designer purse? No
is your best friend the mall? No
what do you think about nails? uh... nails are nails?
how many times do you go to the mall? Whenever I need to
what do you think about hollister? No
is hot topic the devil? Of course not.
do you think converse are ugly? No
are you a cheerleader? No
only go for pretty boys? No

g o t h i c ;;
is your favorite color black? yes
how many pounds of eyeliner do you wear lol.? None
do you like sharp objects? Yes
you like ball necklaces? No
how about chains? Sure
spikes are a goths best friend? I dont' like spiked
hot topic is your walmart? Of course... hah.
whats your theory on life? "Life's a bitch, and then you die." haha. kidding.. um... Jesus?
birth. lies. death? Insert love and friends please.

n e r d ;;
how many hours do you spend with books? mainly what's required for school
are you a teachers pet? No
failing any classes? No
all a's or b's? No
how many books do you carry? Usually one book
do you talk to yourself? Yes
what do you think about glasses? I don't mind them, and I have some
ever been to a science fair? No
science club is your life? No

e m o ;;
do you hate your life? Parts of it
cry yourself to sleep? Sometimes
how much of your heart is left? None, I gave it away.
do you prefer long sleeves? I don't care
whats your theory on sharp objects? The sharper and cruder, the better for shanking my friend's ex boyfriend.
how many friends do you have? Enough to satisfy me
are you emotional about a lot of things? Yes

y o u r o w n p e r s o n ;;
whenever you can you want the spotlight? Attention is good, but only from certain people.
you are emotional, but you dont want to kill yourself? Yes
extremely crazy? Around certain people
know who you are, and what you want? Eh.. I confuse myself here and there
look on the bright side of things? No
what are your initials? BYK
does anybody else have those? Nope


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

You know that feeling you get when you're happy one moment, and suddenly people forget you, and even though you're surrounded by people it's like you don't even exist and you're just a fleeting memory... not even, more like a small breeze that touches people but then leaves unnoticed?

That's one hell of a feeling.

____edit// Matt makes everything better. <3

.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
YOU GOT LUCKY!
I Lurve The Empress says:
Twice!
I Lurve The Empress says:
XD
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
Oh?
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
And by whom, might I inquire?
I Lurve The Empress says:
Um... Empress.... You castrate everyone in these situations...
I Lurve The Empress says:
I can't tell you.
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
pfft
I Lurve The Empress says:
You're kind of a safety risk.
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
.....leave me alone.
I Lurve The Empress says:
I would never leave you alone, Empress.
I Lurve The Empress says:
(heart)
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
Aww... I love you!
I Lurve The Empress says:
I love you, too.
I Lurve The Empress says:
^-^
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
Sweet, now all we need is Kelsey, and have a three way.
I Lurve The Empress says:
But she's at rehearsal until ten....
I Lurve The Empress says:
Oh, well....
I Lurve The Empress says:
We'll get her at the musical.
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
hee hee..
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
backstage
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
^_~
I Lurve The Empress says:
But the audience might hear.
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
We shall use the sound room
I Lurve The Empress says:
...There's a sound room?
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
No.
.†. Everyone Would be Perfect if they were like Matt .†. says:
But the storage closet is just as good


Monday, October 31, 2005

m i n n e s o t a.  I love you Angie-poo.

Five details about you...
[x] I get jealous easily
[x] My friends are my life support
[x] I wish I could fly
[x] I'm protective and possessive
[x] I like chicken

Five details about your appearance right now...
[x] My hair is down
[x] I wear no make-up
[x] The white and black nailpolish on my nails is chipping
[x] A white tank and jeans
[x] No shoes or socks

Five things you did yesterday...
[x] Go to church
[x] Bought a hoodie, a shirt, and a beanie
[x] Drove everywhere
[x] Listened and danced to The Vines in the morning
[x] Remembered to reset the clock.

Five memorable things you did in the last year...
[x] Sports Fest
[x] Went to Randhurst with Denny, Matt, and Kelsey
[x] RB
[x] Chinatown!
[x] Got lost in the MW cafeteria

Five favourite groups...
[x] Mudvayne
[x] From Autumn to Ashes
[x] Slipknot
[x] Demon Hunter
[x] Saosin

Five favourite songs... [I'm just naming my fav. song by each artist]
[x] Not Falling << Mudvayne
[x] Short Stories with Tragic Endings << FATA
[x] Danger-Keep Away<<Slipknot
[x] Screams of the Undead << Demon Hunter
[x] Seven Years << Saosin

Five favorite movies...
[x] Ghost Ship
[x] Final Destination I and II
[x] From Dusk Till Dawn
[x] The Others
[x] Wallace and Gromit movie.


Sunday, October 30, 2005

I got this in one of Vianca's chainletter emails.

THE ONE FLAW IN  WOMEN


By the time the Lord made Woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime.
An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?

She has  to be completely washable, but  not plastic,
have over 200 movable parts,  all replaceable and able to run on  diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one  time, and all with two hands.


The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way!

And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day.  Wait until tomorrow to finish.

"But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing  this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days."

The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
"But you have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.

The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate."

The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like  you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!"

"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.

The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride."

The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord.
You thought of everything!  Woman is truly amazing."

And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men.

They bear hardships and they  carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile  when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.

They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an  answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their  family  can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.

They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear  about a birth  or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a  family member,  yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.

Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.

They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what  makes the world keep turning.

They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends.

Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW  IN WOMEN,

IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.



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